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Summer Solstice Time to Shine

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Musical Call To The Ancestors  ENTHUSIASM : Musical Call To The Ancestors Traditional Solstice Song. I kept hearing in the collective voice something about how we needed to connect to our ancestors. Our memories are full of latent invisible vibrations that music is designed to highlight and enable. So here is my invitation to my noble descendants, the ones who hold me dear unbeknownst to me and in fact each and every one. That kind of reverence is the most sacred as it cherishes the deepest part of our own selves, hence “sacred”. The idea for this came from my persistent questioning of the oracle, the IChing ideograms, the 64 Divinatory Figures, these are archetypes as the tarot only more math. My question was, what am I to do in Music? Answer was YU ; Enthusiasm, what I call God-Breathed. Yu in name. Yu is womb, the receptive on the lower trigram. The trigram above it is Thunder, the creative element, obviously ripe for something wonderful to happen and in this instance YU is saying get the people together to be cleansed by the music which was known to purify the people’s feelings from the last year. It was a joyous time to invite the Ancestors and prepare splendor, everywhere beauty and make note of the numinous. It was like a bridge to those human representatives in the outer regions. They have passed on but it is possible to communicate with them in this way.

Enjoy the You Tube Version of  Musical

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Call To The Ancestors

Music Alchemy Rides Again – Show Me The Good!

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Astrology is powerful. Once I began studying my own chart almost 4 years ago I knew I would never use the word the “coincidence” again. In a neutral sense co-incidence is fine, it literally means incidences happening in relation to each other or at the the same time. However, since the word is weaponized to discredit real phenomenon let’s leave it alone. There are many more tools at hand and available language to describe the process of being a super-sensible sentient human and co-creating our world as we go. Every living moment, not just when awake, we are creators designing our personal universe. I wrote a piece in early March 2017 that I have not published yet that would explain what I discovered about my sleeping hours. It will be posted soon because in that article, which I am still editing, I describe my activities during sleep and what I thought was occurring. I have always had an active dream life but then I discovered upon awakening that particular morning exactly who and what was using my energy, identity and will with my consent, but not in my design. I immediately removed and revoked my consent to be used by and for anyone other than myself and for my own highest purposes. Once I did that, peace returned to my chaotic mind space and within my relationships where discord seemed to be having a party.

I have been muted, in a sense, of late for the past six months. In my silence I was formulating a new universe that I needed privacy to create and not share until the baby was gestated, so-to-speak. If you know about sonograms, people take pictures of the womb baby before it’s born. It seemed the thing to do 30 years ago and is widely used today. But, the process of sonograms to see what is an interesting scene of the unborn baby, has the effect on the baby of  blowing a foghorn into their ears within a distance of micro-inches. How would you like to have a foghorn blown into your ears from such a close distance? I wouldn’t. I imagine it’s pretty upsetting, not to mention, most likely obliterates their peaceful developing frequency at that. Anyhow, I don’t think it’s a good idea to peek inside where I can’t fit and is not my domain. You just have to wait! What’s wrong with waiting? I love waiting…zen helps me do that. But now, the baby is born. You can see it and talk to it, interact and learn all about it, even hold it.

Say hello my new universe! Welcome to my movie, my life of creating harmony within the reach of my voice and within the reach of my energetic life force to a community of interest! This is my first post in and about my new universe. All my other articles are still viable, they are channels of information as well as opinion. But now, I have a better view of the landscape and so my perceptions are broader, more mature. The same thing happened with my songwriting. My first penned effort in 1997, “Walk The Wall” was no less channeled than my latest  published album in 2016 “Another Dimension”. I’ve written lots since I published Another Dimension but no albums have been compiled since I took a “retirement” from my music career and decided I would be a writer last fall. Once I can integrate those elements, which is inevitable, the new records will come. First I had to integrate my Ascendant, Sun and Moon signs. I did that with a song called “Magnificent”. To give you a glimpse of that process I will quote the verse and chorus;

 

(backstory: Cancer Sun, Libra Moon, Capricorn Ascendant – the Cardinal “cross”)

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“My Sun is not online, my Moon is divine
I love all my houses all at once, to me they are all divine.
My Ascendant, you are magnificent! But, you’re almost too much.
Too many people, why can’t we all be one?”

 

So, back to astrology. I prefer to have a “healthy respect” for these powers, forces, energies and not be afraid of them. I’m so sentient that they “get” to me when I’m not looking. So, that’s why I started looking. We all are affected whether we are cognizant of it or not. There are indeed good aspects, but it’s the “we” part that makes it good. I’ve survived the recent tribulation we all just navigated to tell you about it.

Since the run-up to the New Moon, barely 48 hours prior and ever since, I have had to out-maneuver scorching Sun rays, wrestled with a surprised Pluto in my first house and won the match by pulling a disappearing act. I confronted Saturn about abusing Chiron and won the argument by holding space then reconciled them. I dodged Uranus’s lightning bolts successfully and redirected them to a hidden enemy who was successfully outed by Eris, (thank you Eris). I won a staring down contest with Mars who was trying to be a bully but overplayed his hand. I gave Neptune a hiatus, dismissed its forces for a friend who needed a well-deserved break which was authorized by Venus. I ejected a serial killer Moon beam out of the car and held my ground so I could eat ennobled food; which I was able to do a short time later. I wrestled Rahu to the ground to put him in his place using Ketu’s wisdom – it was a tie! (no surprise there!) I had Jupiter called to the carpet for his know-it-all attitude using reverse psychology and honesty until he decided to go into therapy.

Whew! It’s been a busy minute and I’m not even a fighter! It’s all attitude. It’s all trust. I fail with the Trust sometimes…I falter, I stumble, shake it off, get up again. I am convinced in what I know from my own internal compass, from the Guardians who watch over me and inscribe my every thought, word and deed, from the consistent application of the 12th dimensional platinum shield, from meditation on Source and most of all, from my awareness of what exactly is my reason for being here. Glad to be alive. Belly breathe now. Carry on…#letsdothis

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The Epic Battle For My Soul

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The Epic Battle For My Soul

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Humanity is under attack. Well, I am with all of you, I am in the same boat. I use this incredible tension and attacks upon me to create the crystalization within my heart. It connects me to the source of all Love. I feel it within. The last few days have been so incredibly difficult but the alchemy in my soul is happening. Sometimes I think I want to avoid it, separate from it. But, I can’t. I have to stay with it, like a nurse sitting by a sick patient, a mother sitting at the bedside of her sick child. I truly love so I have to back up that love with action. It’s not easy, but it is simple. It is horrific at times, heartbreaking at times. Oh my god! There are moments when I feel like my heart will break in two! This is transmutation! I see the result every time I stick with it! Don’t abandon the patient! The sick person is you, is me, is this humankind! We deserve the convalesence, we deserve the attention to our wounds and traumas. It’s the only way to heal those wounds, those horrors! They are horrors indeed! The battle is within.

The other day I was so broken…my mind was imploding and I was talking on the phone with a friend, trying to pretend I wasn’t dying inside. At one point she said something that triggered me, I don’t remember what she said but all of a sudden the facade became impossible to maintain and I started to cry and relate to her the unspeakable misery I was feeling, the memories of injustices done to me and the attempted re-orientation of my very being that has been perpetrated on my person from a small child. I was able to voice what details I could remember and she was able to hear me out, however uncomfortable it made her. As I was screaming I walked outside and saw what looked like a galactic battle in the sky, in the clouds in the East, a huge light and thunder, red clouds mingled within black and gray clouds with brilliant golden flashes of light behind it, regardless of the absolutely otherwise clear sky and the sunset on the opposite horizon. I took a picture of it, I knew it was a manifestation, if you will, of what was happening inside me…it couldn’t be anything else. As I was melting down within, I saw this battle in the sky and I cried out! After I got it all out of my system, about an hour later, it was dark and the stars were brilliant, there was no sign of any clouds or storm. I felt I had removed that tragedy from the planet, the tragedy of what they did to me was removed from inside me also, same thing, me=planet.

Then, last night, I had a dream about a family member who was suffering and I went to them and felt a glow, it was overpowering and I started to wake up, but I didn’t want to open my eyes because the love I felt was so warm and peaceful, it was a love that is like no earthly power I have ever known about. It was a love that has no match, no evil can diminish, nothing could defeat or lessen this love. I knew. It is here, it is inside, it is the portal and it is able to heal us all. We all have this, I am certain. I am no different than anyone else who has a desire to see humankind restored. It was midnight and I ran outside…I don’t know why. I came into the house and I started writing and within a few minutes I had written 3 pages of notes. I saw a great placid sea in front of me, I was floating, swimming in this sea, it was a great sea, it was infinite and it was gratitude. I was swimming in the Sea of Gratitude. I didn’t even feel like crying, I couldn’t stop smiling! I just felt such gratitude for life and this love! That was last night and I still feel it. Maybe others feel this or have. I don’t know, but I hope so because that sea is all around us.

The End of the Spiritual Soldier or The Kingdom of God is Within You

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I knew a man, long since passed away, who was a Jesuit, trained as a Nazi in Munich, Jewish bloodline. Upon hearing he had 6 months to live he began for the first time in his long years, to the surprise of all who knew him, to profess a spiritual path, a personal relationship with God. He died peacefully within a year or so. My heart says he is in a positive place, but, who knows…maybe there is redemption for them if they rid themselves of their own parasitic entities and demonstrate their repentance for misdeeds. Maybe he did that. No one is judge of another and there is always hope.

The Jesuits are not christians, they are soldiers of a different kind. They follow a protocol, an ancient one. Their general is also following orders from dual powers most know nothing about whose gender may surprise. Their identities are revealed, it’s game over. It is a very dramatic game, always drama. The dual powers are symbolised by the white/black face masks, after all, they are from the “Opera” group. Always a mask, masters of media and theatre, grand and small, mimics of human creativity, hidden. That is where their power was/is. I know it looks like they have the final word but they don’t. They have been cut off. Each human spirit has always had the only and final word upon themselves. These soldiers can do nothing about that, and they know you better than you know you. Even if they take away your physical body they cannot win in that domain, hence the deception.

With every deception there is always a window, some clue that reveals the deception so you have a way out. But, it is your very own ignorance and imprudence that betrays you. Your willingness to adhere to illusions when the reality is staring you in the face is your undoing. Ignorance is not an excuse and gets you no where. Your ignorance is laziness of the spirit which is a human trait to be manipulated. We are in the age of information. Having access to information has been necessary to bring about the close of the age and the end of their reign, which is guaranteed. What isn’t guaranteed is that it will be easy. It’s not easy. It’s simple but not easy. It is daily, moment to moment work. What also isn’t guaranteed is that you will notice the contrariness in each deception so you can conduct yourself to avoid harm. Why is that? Why aren’t we given the information in a more obvious fashion? Again, the laziness is evident in anyone who has to ask that question, as if they should be spoon-fed wisdom, or as if it is even possible to spoon-feed wisdom. It is not possible. That is why it has taken so long, why have they been able to continue on this plane for so many Aeons. Why don’t you ask yourself? Why are you deceived? How did you become so compromised? Do you know you are compromised? Did anyone do it to you?

When I look at my past and analyze every trauma and negative event, I hardly see where anyone did anything “to” me save the situations when I was a child and had not developed the power to choose. Once I was old enough to choose, often, upon suggestion, I made choices. Sometimes those choices were not in my best interest but I was ignorant at the time of the unpleasant results that would inevitably play out when I made choices upon suggestion from anyone other than myself. Then I would say, “How could I have known? I was deceived!” I said that to myself over and over. I would be angry at the perpetrator, and/or angry at myself. Did my lack of knowledge of myself contribute to that? YES! It did! I see it now! I know I have the power to choose, but if I don’t know what to choose, what is the remedy for that?

Self knowledge is not handed to you. How could anyone but you possibly know you? They can tell you what they think of you, they might even tell you what to think about yourself. You don’t have to believe them, though, right? We make that choice ourselves and are the only ones who can. How do you get to know yourself or what would be right for you? The bookstore has a “self-help” section and the internet is filled with self-help topics galore. Does this help? Apparently, not very well. Most people have no clue of their true nature and how it is different from others, or even if it is different from others. I can reassure you, it is. We are all unique in our expression yet we share the same geometry and collective senses.

I work with people on finding the tools they need to gain this knowledge. Each person, like I said, is unique, so I have gathered lots of different tools, some are integral and some are more helpful to certain people than other tools. It depends on the person. They may be thrilled when I explain some of their own character traits and they are surprised that someone could know them so well. But, I don’t. I only know some peripheral things and can show them the tools I use so they can work on their own and really take the time that is absolutely necessary to delve into their own natures and dig deeper than I care to or need to. Even if I did, it is of no use to me. The digging is the important part of the process. If someone does it for you, well, there is no “there” there. It wouldn’t accomplish anything for them or you. Do they then work on their own and find out more information that could enlighten their path? Do they apply diligence to this effort that is integrative to their survival?  I wish I could say yes, but, I cannot. No, usually they come back a month or so later, all tangled up, and I may reiterate my initial discussion with them and remind them of tools I have used and again, they are surprised at how well I know them! OMG! Really? It’s too predictable and absolutely preventable if they would just get off their asses and stop looking for the spoon-fed solution.

We can’t blame the “powers that be” anymore. WE are the powers that be of ourselves. If you choose to not exercise your own power and energy to find out these things but apply yourself only to busyness, well, you get the picture. You have no one but yourself to blame. So stop it! Stop buying readings and waving your hands in the air looking for beings to tell you the truth. It’s your own truth you need to discover and that information is located in one place only. Like someone said so eloquently, I didn’t make this stuff up, he said; “The Kingdom of God is Within You”. Why don’t we believe that if we say we know anything at all? Why don’t you ask yourself? You are the one with the answers for you, not me. Seize the day and stop looking for cracks in the sidewalk. You will miss it, that is guaranteed, if you are looking in the wrong place. However, if you think life has value, any life at all; a flower, a baby, bliss, then you have to do the work. It is the most rewarding work you can imagine and when you do the work, and only then will you be able to “imagine” and know yourself and spot the contrarities that help you avoid deception. That, my friends, is freedom.

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What Does Your Transit Sound Like?

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In a previous article I spoke about this, I found the song of the Leo New Moon. Organ Grinder in Search Of Monkey

This lovely astrologer Barbara Goldsmith has just come out with more music and astrology facts. Enjoy!

 

Organ Grinder In Search Of Monkey

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This sounds fair. Leo is emanating as we speak.The Sun. And regal Regulus the Star.

Below I wanted to post this text to give a sample of a decent labor law. Regulus is here. Mars is going into Sagittarius taking no prisoners. I do not participate in politics, I am an academic. I offer this as a timely example of how this plays out. I think Mars is giving Saturn positive support, he’s the warrior for the king Regulus. Rock on Leo!

From the web:  “On the 29th of July a re-generated parliament (Regulus) came up with some structure (Saturn in Sagittarius) to harmonize within the country the foreigners, international labor laws.  “Ankara approved Thursday a new labor law specifying conditions under which foreigners can work in the country. According to the law, foreigners with long-term residence permits or work permits for at least eight years would now be able to apply for permanent work permits. Those with permanent work permits would be granted rights similar to Turkish citizens. However, they would not have the right to vote or get elected, work for civil service and do military service. Also, foreign students at Turkish universities would be allowed to work on condition that they get work permits from their employers. The Ministry of Labor and Social Security will also establish a system to meet foreign employment demands. An international labor head office within the Ministry of Labor and Social Security will also be established, according to the law.

I love astrology and we are in a beautiful position to soak in, TO RECEIVE, as a new moon is conducive to. What we are soaking in during this new moon is the upright energy of Regulus and the Leo Sun, and Mercury holding on the edge, Mars, stretching out the last bit of Scorpio.

So, I am writing a song. It was all too obvious and one of my very first experiences where my conscious mind was observing this songwriting process as a witness. I was comfortable and laughing because unusual, yes, like deja vu only in real time, you aren’t going back to anything, you are observing the present moment in parallel to the moment. Nice. Superpowers. Check.

Here is the song “bones” if you will. At first I wanted to lead with Mars which is B. But my progressions ended up in Saturn, one of which is F#. So, I fiddled with my charts looking for clues. Literally, I feel like a lock-picker.

“I’m just a puzzle soldier picking the locks”  Polina speaks of the New Moon – be small

Banging at the piano….sharpened pencil, clean paper, writing what appears to others as hieroglyphics, and suddenly, after a long period of silence, (I’m not kidding) my computer randomly plays in my playlist a practice tape I made for flamenco and pop rhumba style music. It is blazing along and I realize I am in that key, only it’s E not B. Okay, so I play along with my practice tape that I have looping and looping and I discover the Lead is The Sun, not Mars. The Sun, in line with Regulus is leading the parade followed by The Moon in shadow of this blazing spectacle. Then Mercury, who is SO READY to get into Virgo is expanding in his voice, he is third. Mars also holding at 29 degrees, resonates and leaves a yummy taste in your mouth. He is 4th not in dignity, but in the progression. This music I am writing and recording right now. I will upload the track when complete, today hopefully. You can hear what this new  moon sounds like. It is indeed beautiful harmonious music of the spheres lead by the Sun. Add to astrology forecasts what the key is. In other words, what is the frequency? I now can do this. Thank you ALL THAT IS.

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Thanks for reading. Creating the Sound of Leo New Moon in progress.

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